no mood...

every time when boss tell me about my ESAU, i will immediately go sad...this sadness will continue a few days...so, if u see my face no expression, u'll know what happen to me....

appreciated my friend bought me a strawberry cheeze cake and fruits tarts to cheer me up...! thank you ya! i love u all...

already end of the year, no energy to go further...plan to leave this industry.
i'm kind of person that can not take pressure...i just wan a simple life...figure, for me is nothing.
yet, i have to do it.